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[key_illusion]

[All you can hear is the sound of static.]

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[lethechained]

[His dedication never fails to startle her, despite the fact that she created him.]

You are helping me. Looking after them helps me too. [He doesn't have to get himself hurt--]

[key_illusion]

You won't let me help you directly. [He can't let go of this fact.]

[lethechained]

Not if it means hurting yourself.


But if you can still be safe then

I won't stop you.

[key_illusion]

I'll try not to get hurt then. ['But it's inevitable.']

Just let me help you.

[lethechained]

Is that truly what you want? [Or is it just out of duty?]

[key_illusion]

Yes. More than anything.

[Who knows. It could be his programming talking too.]

[lethechained]

[Maybe, maybe not. Perhaps someday she'll have the chance to make certain. But for now...]

If that's the case then

it's alright with me.


Thank you for your dedication.

[key_illusion]

[The approval is good, but without direct orders, it would be hard to act...]

Then, thank you for everything.

[lethechained]

[Everything? Or... 'everything'?]


You're welcome.

[And....]

I'm sorry.

[key_illusion]

For what?

[lethechained]

For the position I put you in.

[key_illusion]

[...]

Someone had to play this role, right? Someone had to make sure Sora's ready.

Anyways, according to the Journal, I've completed my role.

Even if there's nothing beyond it, I want everyone to be free of the hurt.

So, it's okay. Don't be sorry.

[His disappearance would be the end of his own hurt.]

[lethechained]

That's true. It had to happen the way that it did. [Too true.]




I guess

I just wish that you had never had to go through that or suffer that hurt yourself.

[She also wishes she could listen to him, could stop being so sorry and appease him that way, but....]

I'm sorry. I shouldn't be complaining.

[key_illusion]

Don't say that.

Don't be sorry.

You're hurting too, aren't you?

[lethechained]

[It hurts. It hurts, knowing what she's done, to everyone and to him. She created him to live this life, to suffer like this, and it hurts--]



I'm okay.

[She can't hurt, not the way the others do.]

I'll try not to be. [Sorry, she means, and only for his sake.]

[key_illusion]

No, I don't think you are.

[lethechained]

[....]

[If he could see her, he'd see a forced smile.]

I can't not be. Not the way the others can.

[key_illusion]

No.

I think you're hurt.

Because how could you create me? How could you handle other people's hurt without being hurt as well?

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I've seen their memories. I've seen how much they've suffered.

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[key_illusion]

Sora will do something very similar once I'm done judging him, correct?

But I had to help inflict hurt on him in order for him to handle those memories so he could understand them.

And whose hurt does he have to take on? [Because he's starting to think you're in there as well. Maybe it's just instinct considering he's attached to those hurtful memories as well.]

[lethechained]

[....] He will.

[She sees where he might be going with this. She tells herself the reason she understands is the sheer number of memories she's found her way through.]


It belongs to many people. [And she is, though not for lack of doubting.]