I'm freaking out. Beyond freaking out. Like climbing the walls and screaming and sobbing levels of freaking out. Again. If you lock me in a room with your shadows again I can't promise I won't self-destruct further. I don't need you to kick my arse this time but I need to get over it. Suggestions?
What, so now you don't trust me? [He has to bite back a 'I thought we were friends'.] You think I'd go waving this around in front of everyone? I may get messed up, but I'd never do that.
Got it. We'll be here. [In inside the tiny shed-like barn, but at least the door's wide open. Also, there's an additional sheep grazing around in the yard.]
[It's actually Aradia's Quartz, but whatever. ??? emerges from the little barn soon after his name, leaning in the entrance-way as his cow follows him from behind.]
Hey. [He's not smiling, instead watching Draco thoughtfully.]
Yeah. She's my friend, but she also reminds me to stay calm. I'd probably go nuts without her. [Funny enough, having his cow keeps him mentally grounded when he starts using his Telepathy too much, just like how music helps him refrain from reaching out to other minds all the time.]
So you told me. [He remembers ???'s explanation of the cow very well. It doesn't help that he kind of looks awkward, shoving his hands into his pockets and hunching his shoulders.]
[A shrug, but ???'s moving closer toward Draco. He kiiiind of has the urge to punch him right now for looking like that, but he refrains. Maybe later when he's not around the animals. Their sweet little eyes don't deserve to see violence.]
Anywhere you want, I don't care. [He's perfectly fine with sticking around with the animals.]
[He just jerks his head to the right, heading around for the side of the barn to disappear elsewhere. If he has to he'll just sit on the ground with his back against the building and assume that ??? will follow him.]
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I don't need you to kick my arse this time but I need to get over it. Suggestions?
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How about talking it out? Even if you have to freak out while doing so.
[That's what happened to him and Lea, but he also remembers that going badly.]
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...shit. Now I know where that text went. [He'd already determined from Sophie that the message hadn't reached her.] Ignore that, Sunny.
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How am I supposed to ignore that sort of text, Draco? [He definitely sounds annoyed now.]
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Look, I don't know if this will come as a surprise to you or not, but I'm sort of not as together as I may appear. Okay?
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...Sunny?
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Hey. [He's not smiling, instead watching Draco thoughtfully.]
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You're really dedicated to this cow, aren't you?
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You wanna go somewhere else?
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Such as?
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Their sweet little eyes don't deserve to see violence.]Anywhere you want, I don't care. [He's perfectly fine with sticking around with the animals.]
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