[Actually, he's not calm about it at all. It hurts so much to think about those memories, but it's easier to keep a straight face. At least, as much as he can when his gaze drifts off. In a lower voice:]
...It's just like how you keep the fact that you want to hurt yourself, right? What happened is in the past, anyways. It's like how I'm going to disappear too.
It's hard. Thinking about it... [He sighs a little to himself before running a hand through his hair.]
But you know, there's still a future. There's a chance Lea may find a way to revive Roxas. [With Sora, of course. And that all the other people hurting will be saved.] That's the only thing I can really hope for in the end.
...never mind. [It's so painfully obvious that Draco actually has pity on him and goes right along with it. He's quiet for a moment as he thinks it over.]
...I write. A lot. And I find new things to do. Movies and books and hand-to-hand combat. Those sort of things.
[??? doesn't want pity; it's never sat well with him, and he dislikes making the people he cares about worry for him.]
Have you tried photography yet? Nina got me a camera, but I haven't really used it. I was thinking of trying it out sometime...I don't know on what, though.
No. My father always said that being a photographer was a waste of time. Something about photographers not being able to afford the great lifestyle like we have so they have to resort to vicariously living through our photographs. ["My father's kind of an arsehole."] You could always take photos of your cow.
My memory is basically photographic as is... [A slight smile:] But I might try that, actually. Maybe photography has something different compared to the memory print array.
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[And he's serious about it too.]
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So yes. I hope he burns his mouth several times and gets sick from it.
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...everyone is a tool of someone else, aren't they?
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But that's too bad. You sure you can't try a mild poison on him for me? [Joking, but still.]
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And that depends on how much you're willing to pay me. [Also joking. Sorry bro, he likes Riku.]
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Roxas stopped existing.
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...completely? Like...dead?
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I wouldn't say dead...But he did lose his body. [He's a little wary of how detailed he really wants to go into this now.]
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...It's just like how you keep the fact that you want to hurt yourself, right? What happened is in the past, anyways. It's like how I'm going to disappear too.
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But you know, there's still a future. There's a chance Lea may find a way to revive Roxas. [With Sora, of course. And that all the other people hurting will be saved.] That's the only thing I can really hope for in the end.
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...What do you do besides making potions and hanging out with Jade? [Of course the topic switch is incredibly obvious, but he doesn't care.]
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...I write. A lot. And I find new things to do. Movies and books and hand-to-hand combat. Those sort of things.
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Have you tried photography yet? Nina got me a camera, but I haven't really used it. I was thinking of trying it out sometime...I don't know on what, though.
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My memory is basically photographic as is... [A slight smile:] But I might try that, actually. Maybe photography has something different compared to the memory print array.
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That depends, I suppose. Muggle photographs don't move, do they?
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Do they normally for you? [That's an interesting idea.]
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