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[key_illusion]

[All you can hear is the sound of static.]

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[faints]

sorry

never mind, it's nothing

[key_illusion]

Doesn't sound like it is, but okay.

[Silly Roxas, who do you think you're talking to?]

[faints]

[ ;u; HIS DATASELF THAT MURDERED HIM ]

Sorry...

[key_illusion]

[THAT WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED IF HE WASN'T POSSESSED.]

It's fine.

[He doesn't want to end the conversation there though.] What have you been up to recently?

[faints]

[ )'8!!!

And he was sort of hoping it would end there--so he'll continue a tad awkwardly ]

Me? Not...lots. I need to go back to work but I don't really feel like it lately.

[key_illusion]

[Hey, you started this convo, man.]

I can imagine. [It's easy.] What have you been doing for fun?

[faints]

[ NOT A WHOLE LOT......as in nothing, oops. He'll just be silent while he tries to think of an excuse ]

[key_illusion]

[Nice try, Roxas.]

Maybe you should fix that. It might make it easier to get things back to normal. [Except he knows that it won't really help him forget what happened.]

[faints]

[ hfffffffff ): ]

Things won't be normal as long as we're here. Things aren't even normal back home...are they, Access.

[key_illusion]

You're right, but at least this world is real. [Meaning it's more normal than the virtual Twilight Town could ever be.]

[faints]

Is it wrong to want to go back...?

[key_illusion]

Don't give up on this world yet.

[Because he knows the ending there will be just as bad, if not worse.]

[faints]

Why can't I just be normal...? Why did I have to born different? I just wanted to be like everybody else. [ He knows Access will probably understand the sentiment, but his perspective on it may be a bit different--Roxas is lacking memories. Access isn't. ]

[key_illusion]

I know it's rough. It's messed up, and I get it. [Oh, he understands that sentiment well.] And I know that this world is difficult to deal with, but it's better than going back. I don't know what this war has in store for us, but at least I know you can be strong when you really need to be.

[He's just sorry this place can't exactly be the life he wanted.]

[faints]

It doesn't feel like I'm strong enough... I just feel even worse than when I got here.

[key_illusion]

What do you think will help? [A strange question coming from him.]

[faints]

I don't really know. I don't even know what to do.

[key_illusion]

[Oh Roxas...]

Right now, what are you afraid of the most?

[faints]

[ "You." Dying. Either's a good answer--but he hesitates again and his hands won't move toward the keyboard to type it. There's just a heavy silence ]

[key_illusion]

[He waits, but when nothing comes back--]

Just try hanging out with your friends or whatever. It might help.

[faints]

...yeah. I'll try that, thanks.