Half the time I wonder if it'd be easier to end it and bail before the war's over. I don't exactly have a way to approach the regret head on without being murdered. If I'm going to die, I want it to be by my own hands. [He almost let Potter get away with it, but then Snape arrived and saved him. But still, he just shrugs casually.]

Do me a favor and don't tell Jade. I'm trying to uphold the illusion that I'm quasi-normal.